December 2009
28 posts
today i excercised
i would have done nothing but lie on the couch with my brother and watch that 70s show…but instead matt and i ran a trail in the woods. it was pretty fun, and i was sort of like OH GOSH I CAN’T REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I EXCERCISED. oops
“The most fundamental freedom is the freedom to do nothing.”
How To Get Sick:
whatdoiwanttoeat:
psychotherapy:
1. Don’t pay attention to your body. Eat plenty of junk food, drink too much, smoke too much, take drugs, have lots of unsafe sex with lots of different partners – and above all, feel guilty about it. If you are over-stressed and tired, ignore it and keep pushing yourself
2. Think of your life as meaningless and of little value
3. Do things you don’t like...
“When you begin to get free, you will get depressed.”
– It works like this: When you were three years old, if your parents weren’t too bad, you knew how to play spontaneously. Then you had to go to school, where everything you did was required. The worst thing is that even the fun activities, like singing songs and playing games, were commanded...
i must have written this & forgot... →
“I have to believe
that there’s more than this
the truth in my hands -...”
– Against Me! ; ‘this is control’
coffee art →
i would drink these things!
“‘productivity’ is not nearly as important as taking care of yourself.”
– FUCKYES.
sorry this is so disjointed
“I’m worth it”
A GOOD PHRASE I MUST REPEAT REPEAT REPEAT.
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my christmas list:
1. an adderall prescription [unlikely]
2. a sense of self-worth [where oh where will i find that?]
3. to visit you, sarah!
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IMPROPER LIGHTING MAKES ME REALLY SAD, TOO!
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you are a very good writer! if you went to school with me, you could probably be a failing english major as well!...
“Have you been toiling away earnestly at the exhausting homework that life has...”
– Free Will Astrology for Pisces, week of Dec 17th Oddly Specific? I haven’t been doing said ‘homework’ for months, its true, and these next 2 months are the ones juuuust before Prague…. eek
Today so far :
6:30 AM
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sun hasn’t risen yet; some things i’ve done right:
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dressed warmly and turned up the heat - this means I don’t have to spend all day curled in bed or under a blanket - this means taking a personal stand against the tyranny of the heating bill - It was $80 last month, but — I’m worth it.
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turned on real lights - this is important because improper...
